Week 1 - Kill Smoke

It has been almost a week (since last Saturday) that I decided to return to my good life. My biggest weakness is now cigarette.

I began experimenting with cigarettes when I was far from my family and in the midst of my friends who are great chewers of betel nut and smokers (of course, they do not know the truth and they grew up in an environment where it was okay to practice these habits).

I was warned that going to a University or Tertiary institution is a big step and most young people fall into Satan's trap and practice immorality and stray away from Bible principles. I never knew my biggest weakness would be cigarettes. I never touched cigarettes growing up, it was considered unclean and harmful, yet I fell in the trap.

A lesson I've learnt then is that, never consider yourself fully equipped to take on the world because you are never ready. Always train, keep your mind sharp so that you can avoid such.

That was back in 2014 and I became addicted and it felt like I'm in a prison. Last weekend, I've decided to make a stand and say NO. It has been 6 Days that I have not consumed as much cigarettes as I normally would. I would like to slow down on the intake and eventually quit for good.

Lets see what the next week holds for me.

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