Turning Point

I grew up in a very comfortable, safe, caring and loving family. Everything we did was according to the Bible's principles. We take it very seriously. My parrents are Jehovah's witnesses. We never missed any meetings with the local congregations although we live 45 minutes away. We took PMVs, walked or sometimes slept over at a family's house just to attend meetings.

From a young age, my brothers and sister learnt that it was paramount that we remain in the faith and that all we do should be guided by bible principles even though we are exposed to all the influences of this world. We lived stress-free and happy and even if we stumble upon rough patches, we made sure it is resolved as soon as possible.

Years came by, I went out to boarding school, it seems the farther I get from my family, I let my guard down and was curious about the life outside the faith. I began experimenting on alchohol and tobacco. I could not face going back in. The thing about knowing the truth is that I know the consequences of my actions and I began punishing myself for not being on the right path.

Last weekend I deceided to get up and go back. I realized how much I missed in the few years I was outside. I missed the peace and harmony, the genuine love and care and most of all, I miss being able wake up everyday knowing that you are pleasing God.

It's time to make a stand and change my life around. I'd like to keep this blog to see the progress I make in the weeks to come. My hope is to be able to return to the faith and bring along my household to live as how my parrents and our Father in heaven wishes.


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